The darkness calls and I always come
I never stray to far, but I never stay to close
It beckons me closer and there are times when I do
But what use does it do?
To let the darkness consume you?
It ends the pain that's for sure
The suffering and the hatred
They say we always have a reason to live, but what if we don't?
What if we don't have someone to love us?
Someone to stop us?
What if we have nothing?
Why bother trying anymore if we have no one and have nothing?
I'm constantly falling, I'm always drowning, always flying
And I have nothing! I have no one!
No one to to lift me up when I fall!
No one to keep me from drowning!
No to keep me on the ground when I start to float off!
I have the darkness though
When it calls again I'll be sure to go
When it beckons me closer I'll move closer
Because I have given up
And next time I won't let myself get pulled out by the light
Miserable 
Sta.sh
